Purple Haze

Recently, the rugby team here at Sewanee played their last home game, and won to cap off yet another undefeated season! To celebrate this, I thought I'd post some of the pictures I've taken of the team and especially the current seniors over the past two years. Enjoy!

A Difference in Opinion

More than just enabling us to formulate and express our own opinions, I'd like to think that the education that we receive helps us to recognise and respect the fact that others have opinions too, and that these opinions do not necessarily have to align with our own.

Last night, I posted a picture on a social media site that emphasised the importance of loving your neighbour as you love yourself, regardless of the neighbour's race, class, religion or sexuality. I know that this is not a point of view that is shared by everyone, but I figured that those who did not agree would either refrain from commenting, or would express their opinion in a way that led to discussion as opposed to argument.

Unfortunately, I was wrong. I was surprised by the vehemence with which someone told me that my opinion was wrong, and that what a certain group of people did was essentially absolutely immoral. I did try to discuss the comment with this individual, but to no avail. To avoid offending others who may see the picture, I went ahead and deleted the comment, but the surprise still remained.

I know of many others who have experienced similar backlash after expressing their opinions on a variety of topics, and the thing that stands out to me is that most of the backlash comes from the 'older' generation; those who have taught us and guided us and encouraged us to have opinions.

I don't think the world will ever be at a place where everyone agrees with everyone else, and I frankly think that such a world would bore me! I enjoy the talking to intellectuals who have different points of view from myself, and who are able to challenge me to think beyond my own sphere of existence. However, I would like to believe that one day we may reach a point where we are all free to express our opinions, and be respected for them.

Have a great day!

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Letters

I miss them! I really do. Back in the day (....I hate that I'm old enough to say this), I used to send and receive lots. Recently, I decided that enough was enough with the complaining about how much I missed letters, and I decided to start sending them. And sure enough, replies came! Slowly, but surely. Some were short, some took a month or two, but the replies came nonetheless.

Why such an emphasis on good old handwritten letters? First of all, I'm someone who thinks and can express herself much better with pen and paper, as opposed to while using a keyboard. That's not to say that I think there's anything wrong with typing! I send plenty of emails too, and keep in touch with most people via Whatsapp, Gmail, or Facebook. However, I've realised that at times I'm guilty of not putting as much into these online communications as I would a real letter.

Also, those of you who 'do letters' can attest to the fact that it's not just receiving letters which is thrilling, but writing them too! Just yesterday, when I came home from work, I was in a great mood and thought I should channel that toward some letters to friends and family across the globe. Before I knew it, it was an hour and a half later, and I had written five!

Try it out if you never have; I'm not trying to inspire a trend here, but rather share the joy that letter-writing has brought me. They needn't be long or emotional or extremely fancy!

Photoshop Experiment

I did this a couple of years ago, and it took HOURS! Stumbled across it again and thought I should share. None of the pictures are mine, they can all be found on Google.

Vacation Destination: New Orleans

This past weekend, I visited New Orleans for the first time ever, and had the absolute best time. I've definitely found a city that I could add to my list of my top three vacation spots, and it especially appealed to me because of its rich history, and the antiques, arts and photography that were on display.

Old homes and buildings absolutely fascinate me. I love learning their history, and exploring the connection with the people who lived or worked at these places in times past. Unfortunately, the historic graveyard we wanted to visit had closed an hour before we got there, but there was plenty of opportunity to see the rich cultural history elsewhere!

I feel like I could talk about the city and the experiences I had there for ages, so I'm going to let the pictures we took do some of the talking!

Oddly enough, I found little reminders of Kenya in NOLA too; I stumbled across a shop that carried Maasai-made souvenirs, and it was nice to have a little piece of home!

While at the French Market, I saw a Sikh at one of the stalls. Being myself, I went over to say hello, and was extremely touched when he said to me "Daughter, sit down and share my meal" (in Punjabi of course).

(Also, I got my palm read outside Jackson Square and was extremely pleased by the fact that my life is apparently going to be awesome. Cha-ching!) 

Another cool reminder of home was when I discovered that the tea in our hotel room was from Kenya!

On Saturday night, we saw one of the parades, the Krewe du Vieux. The masks, beads and boas were great; we had a fantastic view from one of the balconies in the city overlooking the parades, and had lots of extra Mardi Gras beads and boas and other artefacts that we threw to the crowd below (and yes, I did feel like a benevolent goddess at that point).

I absolutely cannot WAIT to go back and visit at some point again. Have a fantastic day, won't you!

Snippets of Me

A year ago, I did something rather uncharacteristic and wrote a whole piece about myself. I was hoping to have something more concrete that I could use when somebody asked me to 'tell them about myself'. I'll admit that I got kind of carried away with the whole self-discovery blah-de-blah, but some interesting things did emerge that strike me as being very true about myself (and that I don't mind sharing with my readers). Hope this gives more insight into the craziness that is my mind! (Beware, these are just pieces from the longer article that I wrote, and may at times make no sense at all!)

I love people. Being around them, learning about them, helping them, loving them and learning from them. Yet, it gets tiring sometimes you know? The energy in the people around me most definitely rubs off on me. So sometimes, I like to retreat into my space, and be with my thoughts and music and writing and dreams and silence.
People are surprised when I need time for myself. "But... you're so social! Why do you need to be alone?"
Because I can at the same time be my best friend and my worst critic. 

I think that's my way of self-defense sometimes. In a serious or tense situation, I'll step forward and be the immature person. Or the naive person. Because reality is no fun sometimes. 

There is something important I've learned though; not all successes are successes, and not all failures are failures. Life is definitely easier when I'm trying to live up to my own expectations; and yet at times, harder.

Having grown up so fast, I welcomed with arms wide open the chance to be young. And careless. And free. To make mistakes and enjoy them because I made them all by myself.

I'd like to call myself an old soul, and yet I never want to grow up.
Tea is one of my weaknesses. I’m not a morning person, but my day always starts up with a nice cup of Kenyan tea (with milk of course).

A common thing I do is make a list of whether or not I should do something, get opinions from other people; and then go along with my gut instinct anyway.

In line with my Piscean spiritual nature, I love elemental things. Being at the beach during sunrise, watching the stars, or just gazing at the moon are things I really enjoy. My room this year faces East, so in the morning I get beautiful light pouring into my room. I’m not a morning person at all, so anything that makes mornings great is appreciated. 

Someone read my palm when I was younger and said that I would become a famous author. Haha. One day maybe. Tonight, the papers I have to write for psychology are looming threateningly over my shoulder.

97 Days to Graduation

My goodness. I don't know if the fact that I'll soon be leaving this beautiful place behind has fully sunk in until now.

Before I came to Sewanee, I was a very different person. I definitely wasn't as confident as I am today, or even as appreciative of the people around me or the experiences that I had as I should have been. These past three and a half years have gone a long way into making me into the person that I am today, and saying goodbye is going to be difficult!

I doubt that I can sum up why Sewanee is so great in just one post, so I know I'll have to spread it out over a few. While I'll have the opportunity to reflect on what I'll be leaving behind later on, right now, what's on my mind is what I'll be going towards.

I (and most of my peers) have been students for all our lives. We've had the comfort of Christmas holidays, long summer breaks, and the certainty that we know what's about to come in the next few months; more school.

Scarily enough, this is all about to change. People ask me why I'm not going directly into graduate school, and I give two reasons:
1) To get an MBA, I'd like to have some work experience first.
2) I know how to be a student. I could even argue that I'm pretty good at it. So, I'd love to challenge myself in a new way; by taking on a "real-life" job.

Where am I going to be in May? Honestly, I don't know yet. The question can sometimes scare me, and and at others, motivate me. Many peers I speak to are going through the same things. Some have their post-graduation plans neatly planned out, while some will run far, far away if they're made to think about what they're going to be doing.

Fortunately, thankfully, luckily, (and you get what I'm saying here), I know that wherever I am, it's going to be the best thing for me and I will still be able to learn. I know this not just because my experiences at Sewanee have done a fantastic job of preparing me to handle anything that comes my way, but because I have a strong support system of mentors, family and friends who believe in me.

This reminds me of a time in my final year of secondary school; I had no idea where I was going to be in September, but somehow, Sewanee happened to me, and completely changed my life.
To all the soon-to-be graduates who're terrified by the thought of leaving familiarity behind, know that graduation will not mean the end of friendships and meaningful experiences; rather, we will build up on the ones that we've had, and have some amazing new ones too. Best of luck!

Robin Sharma's Rules

This was definitely worth sharing! Sharma is an extremely inspirational author, and I hope that all of you get a chance to read something of his at some point.

Black Hole

"It's a time warp you see,
Whatever you put in will come out eventually.
You'll get it back, honest!"
That's what you remember,
That it felt good to give.
Pouring yourself into that space, that place, that time,
Rewarded.
You didn't want much, didn't expect much just gave.
And on the other side,
I took.
I could return it, reciprocate some.
But it's so hard you see.
It takes some effort,
And I'm feeling so very lazy today.
You're still giving and giving and giving.
And I'm going to expect you to keep giving even more.
See, I don't realise what this takes away from you.
Drains your energy,
Weakens your resolve,
Shakes your faith.
And one day,
I'm not going to realise what I had till it's gone.
But I'll be too late. 
-Roshni Walia

Home

I was studying at my desk earlier, and happened to look up at a picture I have on my desk. It's a photography project I had done for a class I took earlier, and related to the concept of home. The project I put up on www.cowbird.com had a different picture, but the one I'd originally used was this one.

The text that accompanied this picture was:

"Growing up, I always took the places around me and related them to home. I'd see reflections of the outside world in my home.

Coming to Sewanee I realised it was actually the other way around; I carry pieces of home wherever I go, because it's about the people and things that matter, and not where I physically am. As I travel to different places, I will be asked where home is, and I'll say Nairobi. But I'll be secure in the knowledge that I can be at home far away too, and I'm cool with that."

This got me thinking about what home exactly is for me, and I realised that this was more than just a place that could be defined by an address. 

When I think of home, the first place that I think of is my home with my parents back in Kenya, and I feel that that may always be the case. Unfortunately though, this means that I am only at home for three months a year, and probably even less once I graduate. Am I homeless for the other nine months? It's kind of shocking to think about it that way...

When I'm at Sewanee though, when I talk about going home most days, I'm talking about my dorm room. It's not a big space, but I've made it my own, and it's the place I go to in order to feel comfortable and get more in touch with myself. Other times, when I'm away from Sewanee, home is my sister's apartment. I know I can be comfortable there, and entirely at ease with myself. 

What did I take away from these musings?

Home is more than just a physical place: it's a place that has memories, and the potential for more; a place you experience all sorts of emotions at; a place where there is love; a place that sets you entirely at ease. 

I've learned that it's both comforting and empowering to know that I have the ability to create a home wherever I go!

Beyond the Gates: What Exactly is It?

College is a place where you learn lots of math and science that you'll never use again, but are left ill-equipped to deal with life after graduation right? Welcome to Sewanee, a place that completely defies this stereotype.

Beyond the Gates is a weekend hosted by Sewanee's Career & Leadership Development office that takes place the weekend right before the spring semester starts. The purpose of this weekend is to equip juniors and seniors with various valuable skills and pieces of advice that'll help us after the much dreaded graduation; these include anything from which wine to order at a business dinner, how to interview effectively, how to negotiate an apartment lease, and even how to get noticed in the workplace. One of the most fantastic things about this workshop is that it is entirely free of charge. Various alumni and parents of students of Sewanee: The University of the South fly down at their own expense to participate in this workshop on a volunteer basis.

Students are paired in small groups with a mentor, and attend various practice interviews, networking breaks, and panels over the course of the weekend. The Friday dinner this year had an exceptionally inspirational speaker who was a former Sewanee student, Maryetta Anschutz, who spoke about how she'd gone on from a privileged background to opening a school that would take in the rich and the poor alike, and her journey along the way. The applause at the end of her talk was loud and strong, and yet another reminder of the incredible potential that students here have, and that Sewanee fosters.

The next day at lunch time, we got to hear from recent Sewanee graduates and how their experience has been.

Personally, this was my second time attending this weekend, and I had a fantastic time both years. The person who was assigned to be my mentor last year has remained in touch, and has been an extremely valuable resource over the course of the year, in helping me identify various job opportunities and polishing up my resume and LinkedIn profile. One of my interviewers last year learned that I was interested in being an entrepreneur eventually, and paid for me to have a year-long subscription to a magazine for entrepreneurs. This year too, I got to network with lots of great alumni who gave me great feedback that I will be using during my job search.

It was fantastic being able to meet so many people who even years or decades after graduation, still have such obvious affection for this place and the greater 'Sewanee family' as some of us like to call it.

I may be about to graduate, but I know that I can't wait to be here for Beyond the Gates as an alumni already!
YSR

(This post is also on Sewanee's Office of Admission blog http://admission.sewanee.edu/blog/beyond-the-gates )

Beyond the Gates: Advice from a Recent Graduate

Sewanee has a great weekend for juniors and seniors the weekend before the spring semester starts, called Beyond the Gates. It's a great weekend that brings a lot of alumni and parents of Sewanee students to the campus to talk to current students about anything and everything that we should expect once we graduate. One of the lunch speakers, Jay Morgan, is a graduate from the class of 2012. His speech had a lot of great advice, and because I'd known the speaker as a student his transition to a 'real-life employee' was much easier for me to relate to. I felt that the advice he had to share was definitely something that would be helpful to other people around my age who're figuring out where life is going to take them after May, so I've included parts of his speech below. Enjoy!

Those of you who have seen ‘Elf’ remember when Santa tells Buddy:

“Well, there are some things you should know. First off, you see gum on the street, leave it there. It isn’t free candy.”  

I was a lot like Buddy when I moved to Denver. I was a kid who had spent his whole life in small towns and all of a sudden I was alone in a city 275 times more populated than Sewanee. Those of you that know me know that I’m a very social person. I went from knowing what felt like everyone, to knowing almost no one. Needless to say, my first months in Denver were very humbling, which leads my first observation.

(Observation #1): After graduation, you will likely be more vulnerable and overwhelmed than you have ever been before. Nothing truly worthwhile is ever easy, and you may come to appreciate this newfound vulnerability. You will soon become one drop in an endless ocean of millennial graduates. It’s a shock to realize that although you have worked very hard to get where you are now, you still must stand out from the rest of this ocean of your peers.

My first day at my workplace, I thought that because I had an undergraduate degree from Sewanee and secured an internship, I had accomplished a new level of personal success. I quickly realized that while my foot was in the door, nothing but hard and often tedious work was going to keep it there. This leads to my second observation.

 (Observation #2): Internships are nothing but very long interviews. Thankfully, this one gave me a chance to get a good idea of the questions and answers that would be asked during the job interview to follow. Don’t get comfortable in an internship. It is your purgatory. Everything you say and do is being assessed before the final judgment.

This leads me to my favorite and final observation;

(Observation #3): Perception is reality. While this is not an actual fact, it should always be applied when you’re around people that you don’t know. While this will prove true throughout your career, you should be especially mindful of this rule as an intern or entry-level employee. You are under a microscope, and everything you do or don’t do can mark either for or against you. Therefore, don’t say anything in the workplace that you wouldn’t say while looking your grandmother in the eye.

You want to be perceived as someone who takes good care of yourself. You’ll hear people say things like “dress for the job you want, not the job you have.” If you can’t be responsible for looking and sounding your best, both in person and on paper, you shouldn’t expect to be given more responsibility.

Obviously you want to work hard and work smart, but it won’t matter if no one notices. You need to be perceived as someone who works hard and works smart. Those behind the microscope may not take the time to know that you’re the one who spent 4 hours preparing that executive summary on quarterly earnings if Carly Rae Jepsen is blaring through your headphones as you crouch in your cubicle with your back to a group of executives passing by. Be mindful of your surroundings. Don’t be that guy.

As a general rule, if you have to question whether a certain behavior is appropriate, it probably isn’t.

Now that I’ve mentioned some observations, I’d like to recommend a few things to pay attention to.

Recommendation #1: Keep promises to yourself.

While in school, workloads ebb and flow and there are periods of quiet. Professors dictate your workload, and you have a cut and dry ability to meet their expectations. The workplace can be a bit more complicated. It’s more of a steady bombardment of continuous deadlines. There is no month long gap to re-group after exams. There is no summer vacation. There is just work.

At Sewanee you don’t set the expectations, you meet them. At your future workplace, you’ll be required to set and meet expectations. You will likely need to set most of your own goals and meet your own deadlines. Don’t expect any coddling. Chances are that your boss will be fifty times busier than you, and therefore incapable of micro-managing your work. Know the boss’ expectations and set personal deadlines accordingly. This will take some getting used to, but it’s also very nice to be your own boss some of the time.

Since I moved from Denver, I’ve been working remotely from my home office when I’m not travelling. Therefore, I’m the only one who can truly judge my day-to-day performance. So, as you can imagine, it’s imperative that I keep promises to myself that keep me working throughout the day, every day.

Recommendation #2: Read 

It sounds almost too obvious to mention, but read continuously. Study your business. As a matter of fact, read everything that you can get your hands on. I barely did any reading that wasn’t assigned at Sewanee, and honestly I missed out on some of the assigned stuff too.

The bitter irony is that when I no longer had reading assignments, I realized that I actually love to read. So, I recommend that you set an amount of time away each day and comb through trade journals, newspapers, and any other pertinent material you can get your hands on.  It’s amazing how much big business comes down to small conversation. You don’t want television and your immediate environment to be the only knowledge you’re bringing to the table.

No matter the problem, someone out there has experienced it, solved it, and written about it. Reading is the best way to stay fresh and ahead of the curve, and the benefits far outweigh the effort spent. If you don’t get into the habit of reading more than your emails and the ticker on the television, you’ll be surpassed by your peers who do.

Recommendation #3: Listen more than you talk.

As you start out, a good rule of thumb is that if you can’t write a succinct paragraph on the subject matter, you probably shouldn’t talk about it. God gave us two ears and one mouth for a reason. I don’t mean to sound preachy, but I’m often the anti-model for this recommendation.

Discussing topics that I’m not fully aware of simply proves how much I don’t know. Truly listening is particularly hard for those of us who are extroverted. By opening my mouth without a clear understanding, I not only make myself look bad, but I might also take away a chance for a real subject matter expert to teach me something that I obviously don’t know. 

So, to wrap-up, after graduation you will likely be more vulnerable and overwhelmed than you’ve ever been. If you’re stepping into an internship, try to remember that it’s just a extended interview. And also remember, perception is reality.

You will never get enough feedback, particularly the positive kind, so you’ll need to learn to constantly self-evaluate. Yes, you will feel discouraged; yes, you will feed underutilized; yes, you will be exhausted, but something about freedom and a paycheck can settle these negative feelings. Just try to keep the promises that you make to yourself, read tirelessly, and listen more than you speak.

Thank you.

Follow up 1: Friendship Despite Place and Time

Here are a few choice words from Charlie Hughes, the current student body president at Sewanee that I felt would resonate with a lot of readers. Enjoy!

The strongest friendships that I have had in my life thus far, developed through concurrently shared experiences, have been more like partnerships really.  Their value lies in between the two friends, in the space between the two planets around which everything seems to orbit.  Whether in high school, college, on an athletic team or at work, knowing that someone else enjoys your company can feel like the ultimate satisfaction, motivating you to get up in the morning, go for a run, to succeed.  Sometimes your friend decides to take a different exit on the highway, and you look around, having forgotten how you arrived where you are, but yet still holding that specific motivation in your hand.  Much in the way that time is said to fly when you are enjoying yourself, Maya Angelou once said that people (friends included) "will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.” You never forget the motivation that friendship offers.